Although there are 2 papers left, I feel disappointed and sad. Contractual duties and obligations are so important that it would determine whether the sea is calm or otherwise. Well, what I can say is do not really expect anything from people. I look forward for a life which will not be affected by any person or people.. I want my own life.. Why I have to attend classes everyday and revise regularly? This is not current obligation but this is future obligation I foresee. Seriously, I wont be doing all those sufferings and shits. I can easily pass with minimal effort. Why I struggle so hard? Its a fact that I see things differently from every angle and different perspective. I've changed to a new person for God's sake. Can you really see what type of person I am now? I guess you can't! What you know is not what you understand. You understand nothing in fact. Try and think in depth what I told you. If you can really relate them to my intention, you will definitely see my vision in life. My life has no value at all. I am working so hard for YOU! Seriously, I don't mind dying. Dying is a bliss to me. Before I could go... I've changed, but deep inside, I am still the same. Looking forward for 30-40 years where my end point will be waiting. Most people, they are so ignorant.. they know nothing... They can't see the whole picture.. They just care about their personal interest. Why must I have a share of sympathy and anger in you all? I am trying hard to understand this world but in the end, I know nothing about this world. Mentality is what I would like to emphasize. You can be a doctor,lawyer,accountant or engineer, but what's the fucking point if you have zero mentality. . .
- God, if you hear me, grant me a peaceful death where I am not liable to anything before and after my death -
Monday, June 14, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
Nothing I could do to withstand the pain I endured all day long..
Some people just don't learn and they think they are very smart..It's a fact..Inevitable...
When I look back, I kinda miss those naive times where I knew nothing about this world. This world is simply too realistic.
Even when I have nothing in this world, I am sure, at least, I still have a sound mind which can function efficiently. Well,again, it's a fact that majority of people have no brains and even if they physically have it, they do not utilize it wisely. Even if you drive a 10 million dollar car, you might be one of the brainless person out on the street. Again, this is a fact..
Even if you are academically good, you can also be brainless...
I've seen a lot of them which I can't do shit to rectify them. They are just too many; simply too huge to be altered. When you have good look, again, it doesn't mean that you use your brain. The worst part of the case is where "you don't have the look and you have no brain". This is the worst case ever and you think you are damn smart..I've seen these type of people too...
5
My philosophy is simple, "brainless"(not literally) people are too many and the amount will soon spread and those who utilize their brain will soon extinct.
Some people just don't learn and they think they are very smart..It's a fact..Inevitable...
When I look back, I kinda miss those naive times where I knew nothing about this world. This world is simply too realistic.
Even when I have nothing in this world, I am sure, at least, I still have a sound mind which can function efficiently. Well,again, it's a fact that majority of people have no brains and even if they physically have it, they do not utilize it wisely. Even if you drive a 10 million dollar car, you might be one of the brainless person out on the street. Again, this is a fact..
Even if you are academically good, you can also be brainless...
I've seen a lot of them which I can't do shit to rectify them. They are just too many; simply too huge to be altered. When you have good look, again, it doesn't mean that you use your brain. The worst part of the case is where "you don't have the look and you have no brain". This is the worst case ever and you think you are damn smart..I've seen these type of people too...
5
My philosophy is simple, "brainless"(not literally) people are too many and the amount will soon spread and those who utilize their brain will soon extinct.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
- 26.05.2010 -
When life offers you a piece of bread, do not counter-offer a nice croissant.
When life is expecting you to assist others in problems, in return reducing positive luck of yours, will you still help them out?
Sometimes, by reading 200 pages, it doesn't make any difference...
Even if you increase number of pages to 2000, it doesn't make any difference as well..
The moral here is to be as cruel as you can...
I've finally get those indication to return to my previous life..
bye life....
When life is expecting you to assist others in problems, in return reducing positive luck of yours, will you still help them out?
Sometimes, by reading 200 pages, it doesn't make any difference...
Even if you increase number of pages to 2000, it doesn't make any difference as well..
The moral here is to be as cruel as you can...
I've finally get those indication to return to my previous life..
bye life....
Thursday, May 20, 2010
- 20.05.2010 -
What's the point of struggling to achieve when the rate of success is too low?
What's the point of getting angry while disappointment prevailed?
I've endured the path where anger and hatred were in maximum mode...
Is my destiny really that tough?
Complications are really nice...but to what extent?
haih....
What's the point of getting angry while disappointment prevailed?
I've endured the path where anger and hatred were in maximum mode...
Is my destiny really that tough?
Complications are really nice...but to what extent?
haih....
Sunday, March 28, 2010
- 29.03.2010 -
Year 2010 is a good one.
It is great because I can control my emotions till a certain extent and I am physically fine and undamaged. Well, I am already 21 this year, responsibilities will be more and more. Responsibilities in what sense?
Responsibilities such as not fucking around and screwing around and stay focus on my career. Bright future does not really come that easily.
By studying hard? I don't think so... Studying hard will not guarantee and place you in a bright future. Bright future to me is defined as " a healthy, happy and wealthy environment".
I can be single, I can be ill, I can be mentally sick.
That does not matter at all..as long as in my mind, I am happy, healthy and wealthy.
Wealth does not really make one person happy... Great wealth comes with great care, especially in maintaining them. If I am planning for myself, well, it will definitely be very simple.
Too bad, I am planning for two.. that will not be that simple. A person which always do unnecessary things will definitely put more burden in me.. It is good that the time to upload few hundreds of pictures in facebook to be replaced by doing something more beneficial..
Maybe, that's your nature and I can't blame you...
My world is always gloomy not because of you.. because of others, un-beneficial "impostors". Honestly, ask yourself, are they really beneficial bitching around and fucking around? If yes, I would really join the parade and march together with you all..
I am too old to start a new relationship, I am tired of lies and people, I can't manage to absorb more damage. 99% humans are fake. Real fake...
Perhaps, the world was created in this way and originally fake.
True love? Nah, that's total bullshit...I've heard it since years ago and none turned out to be real...And the current one is shaky... real shaky...It appears to be fake and real as well... My intuition can't help me because they are both equal...
It is great because I can control my emotions till a certain extent and I am physically fine and undamaged. Well, I am already 21 this year, responsibilities will be more and more. Responsibilities in what sense?
Responsibilities such as not fucking around and screwing around and stay focus on my career. Bright future does not really come that easily.
By studying hard? I don't think so... Studying hard will not guarantee and place you in a bright future. Bright future to me is defined as " a healthy, happy and wealthy environment".
I can be single, I can be ill, I can be mentally sick.
That does not matter at all..as long as in my mind, I am happy, healthy and wealthy.
Wealth does not really make one person happy... Great wealth comes with great care, especially in maintaining them. If I am planning for myself, well, it will definitely be very simple.
Too bad, I am planning for two.. that will not be that simple. A person which always do unnecessary things will definitely put more burden in me.. It is good that the time to upload few hundreds of pictures in facebook to be replaced by doing something more beneficial..
Maybe, that's your nature and I can't blame you...
My world is always gloomy not because of you.. because of others, un-beneficial "impostors". Honestly, ask yourself, are they really beneficial bitching around and fucking around? If yes, I would really join the parade and march together with you all..
I am too old to start a new relationship, I am tired of lies and people, I can't manage to absorb more damage. 99% humans are fake. Real fake...
Perhaps, the world was created in this way and originally fake.
True love? Nah, that's total bullshit...I've heard it since years ago and none turned out to be real...And the current one is shaky... real shaky...It appears to be fake and real as well... My intuition can't help me because they are both equal...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
- 25.03.2010 -
Life is simple,
Especially when ones reach their limits in tolerance,
Pure disappointment will prevail. Anger and hatred are no longer in the same category with disappointment.
Humans are damn selfish, actions they do are based;were based on their personal interest. I've came across fat people(literally), thin people(literally),bitches(literally) who acted based on their own interest.
It has got nothing to do with me when an event which was not related to me occurred. However, I was pulled into the drain by their fucking actions.Literally, THEIR ACTIONS.
Based on what? COLLECTIVE PERSONAL INTEREST. And sadly, the another person did not really care about my position which was affected, blindly acted in the flow of their interest.
Seriously this is saddening... Some people are seriously rubbish!
They serve no purpose in the society; adds no value in the world.Likewise, they are consuming resources without contribution..What else can they do? Their role in this world is just bitching around,literally...
Kinda disappointed recently with people on the other 1/2 of my day.
There is nothing I can really do...
They are just....fcuking nuisance...
Especially when ones reach their limits in tolerance,
Pure disappointment will prevail. Anger and hatred are no longer in the same category with disappointment.
Humans are damn selfish, actions they do are based;were based on their personal interest. I've came across fat people(literally), thin people(literally),bitches(literally) who acted based on their own interest.
It has got nothing to do with me when an event which was not related to me occurred. However, I was pulled into the drain by their fucking actions.Literally, THEIR ACTIONS.
Based on what? COLLECTIVE PERSONAL INTEREST. And sadly, the another person did not really care about my position which was affected, blindly acted in the flow of their interest.
Seriously this is saddening... Some people are seriously rubbish!
They serve no purpose in the society; adds no value in the world.Likewise, they are consuming resources without contribution..What else can they do? Their role in this world is just bitching around,literally...
Kinda disappointed recently with people on the other 1/2 of my day.
There is nothing I can really do...
They are just....fcuking nuisance...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
- 17.03.2010 -
This is my last resort to express myself,
In my blog, here and finally here!
*FUCK YOU IMPOSTERS. GOD DAMNIT, SERIOUSLY DO YOU ALL NEED TO FLIRT TILL THIS EXTEND TO GET ATTENTION? FAT, THIN , UGLY, FAT FUCKS AND MANY MORE TYPES. I'VE SEEN EACH AND EVERY TYPE. REALLY MACIBAI 1. FUCKING ANNOYING SEEING THEY WAYS YOU ALL FLIRT*
I cant post it via facebook cause this is god damn impolite.
and, part of it is tht fuckers are in my list as well.
thats all! fuck it man!
In my blog, here and finally here!
*FUCK YOU IMPOSTERS. GOD DAMNIT, SERIOUSLY DO YOU ALL NEED TO FLIRT TILL THIS EXTEND TO GET ATTENTION? FAT, THIN , UGLY, FAT FUCKS AND MANY MORE TYPES. I'VE SEEN EACH AND EVERY TYPE. REALLY MACIBAI 1. FUCKING ANNOYING SEEING THEY WAYS YOU ALL FLIRT*
I cant post it via facebook cause this is god damn impolite.
and, part of it is tht fuckers are in my list as well.
thats all! fuck it man!
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