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4. BDO Binder
5. Crowe Horwath
6. Mazars Malaysia
7. Deloitte ---> globally no.2, strong for manufacturing, no.1 for tax in Msia
8. Moore Stephens
9. SJ Grant Thornton
10. RSM RKT
11. Baker Tilly Monteiro Heng
12. Folks DFK & Co / Azman, Wong, Salleh & Co

end of the road

The route or journey has ended few hours ago. I have given you a crucial chance and as usual, you have screwed it up again. No more chances will be given again. I promise myself I will continue a new life after on. If it happens that you read this, please do not approach me anymore as disappointment has reached its limit. I can't afford to allocate anymore of my time to you. You proved to be worthless after all. The one year duration + 2 years duration I will consider it as my failure. It's not even worth remembering. I believe in order to find happiness, we can never be selfish. Selfishness is only suitable for people who love themselves. That's all.

-sacrifices-

Maybe I am too dumb to sacrifice so much just to wait for today and it's definitely not worth the sacrifice i made so far..
And definitely what people told me were correct . They suggested you deserve a better one. I still cling on to my perception not letting go and I turned many of them down. I turned myself down as well at last.. Why my path is so tough? Seriously, do I really need to suffer so much?

open my mind and speak

Is this my own problem or the problem lies in others? or is it how a realistic society supposed to be? or is this life? my own life? will this mean that I didn't adapt to the society?anti-social?
I couldn't really answer the questions which are stacked in my world.
How could this be?
Am I not good enough for others? or is it because others are not good enough for me?
Anyhow, I will try my best to speak out so that at least I can minimize a variable in the possibilities. Hope it will hit right on the target and I wish the problem lies in myself but not others.

the road not taken

LoL. when it comes to this phrase I will always smile to myself.

Anyways I am really serious now. There is no one I can rely on. I can only rely on myself I strongly believe, who would be there when I really needed someone? I am glad that my family members were with me but I believe I will find someone much closer than I thought. I chose the harder path this time; forgoing the path which I feel that it is more suitable for me. Hopefully I will get good returns in future. Are qualifications really that important?

I believe there will be no short cut especially when my life is destined to travel through a path where substantial obstacles will be in the way.

I still remember the phrase vividly until today.. I think YOU who and what I mean..

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If it happens that I have an epiphany, I will erase you all on the surface of earth...

who can I talk to when I am lonely?

no one I guess....