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Its just cold, dry and lonely. Even you know you have everything in life, but there's no one to share the everything in life, what's the point of obtaining that everything.
Its confusing.. What is achievement when you obtain achievement alone...I want to share my achievement...I miss those times, Its just mere numbers to me now instead of real achievement. I have nothing more to prove... I am lost...really lost..
No one can ever save me from drowning and even myself, I am not even trying to save myself...
Is this destiny?

tears~

tears....can you feel it?

Chances?

Chances...
Chances are important in life.
Chances appear every single moment.
Chances exist when we all exist.
Inevitably, chances of dying applies to everyone of us, if you understand.
Chances of surviving applies as well.
Everything is about chances. Risk and chance are similar to me.
They both are the mechanism in my life..
In basketball, you create opening before cutting through the opponent, which is also a form of chance.
What I can say is simple, when chance increases, the risk level decreases.
For example, studying can lead to higher chances of scoring in your paper.
If you don't study, risk of you failing is high. Chances and risks are correlated with one another.
However, for some people, they are weak in creating chances for themselves.
Most importantly,I am ready for anything. Ask and you shall get!

*the last sentence is not related to the blog*

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I am glad that I've been successful in concealing myself in a way.
The one they know was the actual one but they chose to know the new one, which is just an illusion.
Historical information do not really exhibit how a true person is.
Current information might be fictitious..
Only a true person knows himself best.
What if even the true person does not know himself at all?
Then God shall know...

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A puzzling puzzle is no longer a puzzle if you are willing to spend time and effort to de-puzzle it.
Life is still cold at times. Good memories do not help at all in my life. It is a total torture right now..
The world isn't so unfair after all as I see so many people supporting me.Thanks.
And for a certain person, I would thank you as well..
I will try to change..