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Sitting in front of the screen doing nothing..
Tried to study but nothing was materialized..
Looking at the screen waiting for replies.
When things come, they came in an abundant manner.
When they leave, they left all together in the same manner,
leaving behind nothing..
This time I really would say ..I totally give up everything and get a new life...
I hate this...I feel like a puppet; not in reality but in my inner world..
Does life really have to feed me this?
I amend this, there is no lemon and lemonade.
Perhaps it is fictitious lemon that I get.