High resistance

It is proven from conjecture to hypothesis that there is a high resistance of change in opinion. Well, despite of endless preaches, my mindset is still sceptical towards concept of religion.There's nothing much i can do.I've already tried my best. Secondly, I am very disappointed about my talent and intellectual level....it seems that i've lost most of my talent...talent is considered inherent in a person,however, it seems to be fading away no matter how hard i tried....