High resistance

It is proven from conjecture to hypothesis that there is a high resistance of change in opinion. Well, despite of endless preaches, my mindset is still sceptical towards concept of religion.There's nothing much i can do.I've already tried my best. Secondly, I am very disappointed about my talent and intellectual level....it seems that i've lost most of my talent...talent is considered inherent in a person,however, it seems to be fading away no matter how hard i tried....

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Oh boy, finally I understand how the others feel when it comes to pressure especially when you're not good in something. Well, I always have this thinking where nothing is difficult, even in calculations as long as we exert sufficient effort in it. However, this thinking should be altered because I find things are getting more difficult as time goes by. I wish my sacrifice is really worth.....
*fingers crossed*

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From the day I knew you, you were so beautiful that nothing can be on par with your beauty. Unfortunately, it's fading away slowly. This shows how susceptible when value is challenged by time. Perhaps, efforts can be exerted to maintain value that you have. Why is it going away? Is it because of you didn't know or you don't even bother?Nothing can really make me understand why.
What I see is what I see. It is always more reliable compared to verbal statements claimed, if you understand what I mean.

It's sad, so Sad~

When you're listening to sad songs and your tears are flowing, there you know that your sadness has reached its peak.

LoL

Trying to be happy is worst than being sad.
You're trying so hard and you know that you're not better off in any ways making it worst.
It's just uncontrollable. Sometimes, it is so natural that we would take initiative to cure ourselves.
Sadness in fact, takes time to recover. But the time which is spent on doesn't worth at all. I believe I will get good return by enduring. Its not bout days, its not about months, its about years already....

nothing left.

When every single thing is going against you, there's no point living anymore.
When every single thing continue to go against you, there's no point enduring cause enduring the pain will cause greater pain...
Do you know how I feel?
I feel like there's nothing for me to lean on anymore...
The loneliness is really deep down from my heart....
It's worst than Armageddon!!!

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When you breath the air without any feelings,
it is an indication that you've reach a dull point in your life.
When you release the ball from your hands without any feelings,
it is an indication that you've lost hope in this world,
There are various indications that I am really giving up slowly...
I have really no motivation in life anymore...
Simply speaking, I used to have feelings back then, but no much,
However, I am dull, I didn't know why I had to laugh, perhaps not letting those around me turn off?
Perhaps one day I shall leave them all by themselves and isolate myself...smiling all the way through in life without a reason...