- sigh -

Great return is always accompanied by great sacrifices....
Damn, I couldn't believe that I actually studied until the point I couldn't see anything...If possible, I would not ever and ever and ever put extra burden on myself..
Anyhow, it's only 1 week and I could not imagine how much pressure I could get from that 1 week.
But thank God certainly, giving me better grade in internal certainly reduces my pressure on my finals. If I were to score moderately in internal, I think probably I would be dead by now...
I am too tired about life, not only in one aspect, but too many of them..perhaps, I use too MUCH rather than too MANY..
Could not believe I will leaving here...
Its never and I even hardly think of leaving...
However, I have to.....

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Leaving soon...
Even before leaving, my life is still stuck ...
I really want to be simple and normal. Can I?
I am really tired..
Too much of something is really not good at all..
I am drowning..
Can I don't care?
At one point, I really feel like giving up everything and go on exile...
But I will hold on, no matter what, it will be fruitful in the end I believe...