- Social link and Social creation -

Social creation is derived through social link. What society feeds you determines what type of person you are. To me, it is best to be on average where everything is balanced. In a list, if you are on the top where there will be social highlight. Social highlight posts threats and satisfaction as well to the individual. There are intangible and tangible threats that the individual need to accept. Some threats might act as an catalyst where the individual will react positively in shaping him/herself.Some might just bring him/her down.

Sometimes, society's feedback is one of the many indications that clearly shows the individual's position. Interpreting those feedback is an important skill that one should have. Let's talk about sampling, if 10 samples out of 20 delivers the same notion that we should be better, just accept it. The probability of the 10 colluding a general notion is low unless they are from the same social circle.

I couldn't deny that I am a social creation although I tried hard resisting. I don't like to walk alone... life is just too short.

i choose not to care

i dont care

Doesn't feel good

the title speaks loudly.

- think -

I really have to plan and think meticulously.
Huge future benefits with substantial effort to be traded.
Life is no longer easy starting from now. Just wish for the best. Please contact me next week because I really need the offer.
Have to work triply hard in order to fulfill my additional obligations.
Hope my plans will work out after 3 years..

-m-

Seriously, I can live without anyone, thank you for shaping me. It is proven. Opportunistic behavior.
People will change and will leave you eventually. Even my soul will leave me. No one can be trusted; even myself. That's all..

Knowing myself better.

After the failure, I finally noticed that I have low self esteem.
The reason I strife so hard to be better is mainly because I have no confidence in myself. That is why I have to better in order to boost myself up. I always said that image is not that important for me but it is not quite true. I cared about how people look at me. I still can't live on totally on my own yet.I am not confident of who I am. Society somehow played its role in structuring me. Perhaps it is because my history made me or I made myself up.

A free gift will always remain tautology. That is a fact and there is no such thing is a free gift.