- 29.09.2009 -

I wonder why this world is full with rubbish and shits.
Why?
Faggots do suck badly, even in front or at the back, they suck the same as well..
Is this a challenge by GOD or something?
Why life is so difficult?
Scrolling down the contacts, I found no one to share
Worst part was, even the nearby one was also the same.
Why humans are so fucking selfish?
Seriously, death is the best alternative for a real life.

- 26.09.2009 -

可不可以愛我-盧學叡

The song above shows a true picture of life.. are there guys facing the same situation as him?
In this mv, the value is simple, the rich one owns and wins the battle.. Poverty is the key to fail in battles!
Is it that poor people have to lose out in relationship?
I wish I am not like the person who is singing the song!

- 22.09.2009 -

What a complacent day after so many tedious and sleepless nights. Today finally can feel free from stress.. Perhaps for 1 mere day only? Yep, the answer is 1 day only. Assignments stress is so common for undergraduates.. God damnit..If we could endure and bear with assignment stress, we are already getting our degree.. I did indulged myself by shopping.. It has been quite some time since I last bought things for myself, in a free conscience..

What is haunting me? Loneliness? I've passed so many couples, families and even soloist in the shopping mall. Perhaps, the highest ratio was families, followed by couples and lastly soloist. In fact, I did not see soloist which the number is more than 10. Well, the worst part was, I counted myself as the soloist. XD.

As usual, the legacy says that Leonard's assignment is always not the edge in his academic.The legacy remains true.. The pro is... at least, I acquire some oxygen earlier compared to others..

- 17.09.2009 -

She said, "are you Leonard Ng?, You just attend my lectures but not tutorial". Immediately, I got a thunderbolt from her. I was like..Do I really have face problem or something? I was so upset during that moment. How could someone so "prominent" like me got this kind of issue. Well, I answered her calmly, "yea miss, I attended all your classes but not yesterday because I was sick". Well,the issue here is: am I really that isolated from the society? Well, I mean... I attended all her classes.Maybe she could not recognize me..But it's okay. Because to me, she is still a good and dedicated lecturer...

- 12.09.2009 -

This is real near... 6 more days to my mid semester test.. for 2 units..
Can I make it to distinction level within 6 days? each subject for 3 days? Possibly not..
Well. I will try my best..

- 08.09.2009 -

I realised something important today, life without you is pretty darn boring...
I give up..

- 06.09.2009 -

How could someone spin so many rounds like what M.J did.. How could people sing as good as B.E.P. How could someone do something as vexing as pest as you do..
The answer is simple, this can be defined as "Talent". As being pest and vexing to other people is a talent as well. Some people will torment others by how they behave and how they speak. This is seriously high degree of talent in some people...
And tolerating with their pestNESS is also a talent.. I am talented in other words..

In a nutshell, everyone is talented in this world..

- 04.09.2009 -

What a confident,dedicated,nice,risk-taking and superb lecturer..

- 03.09.2009 -

The last word you gonna tell me is just "thank you".

- 02.09.2009 -

Expectation is not as simple as expecting a baby...Expectation comes with a great price.Some people don't even have simple manners and their impoliteness really pissed me off.Why? because I expected too much from humans.. that is why I have to pay the price(exasperation that I experienced). This is sad.. really sad.. how could people demand something without any manners. At least, say "please" or "can you".. Why can't they do that? Every single day there will be great exasperating moment for me because I expect too much from people.. This world is really going to end...