- torture -

It is back again.
I am quite certain it is the same one.
The trigger is increasing in a rapid frequency where I couldn't hold it anymore.
This is definitely mental sickness. Can I overcome it all by myself?
I don't need help. All I need is apathy just like last time.
Why would I care so much?

-Love-

Finally I get to know what is Love and....
Even when the impact is great until it can sink an island,
I will still endure because I am not an island, I am a continent...

=(

If everyone is going against, don't fret.
Friends are just mere friends, nothing more nothing less.
Live on your own.
Ditch people instead of getting ditched, this is how we protect ourselves.

- endurance -

How can endurance lead someone until the end of journey? Perhaps the end of journey simply means end of life?

What I experienced so far was an extraordinary gain in endurance and the level of fakeness in me. I was so exhausted and yet I can pretend I am really okay. Just like last time, I accommodate people with despair externally and now I accommodate people with despair internally. Which one is better? which one causes more damage to me overall?

If I am able to go through this for 5 years, I will be champion! at least to myself I am a champion because I really know how capable I am..

- titleless -

What can transparency do?
Transparency will never give us freedom to maneuver. No matter how much we try, we are still visible to others.
Others will know every of our moves.
Concealing or hiding the motives in the moves will be detected by people who are at the same level.
So, what can I do?
Efficient Securities Market?
Simply said, I am just not good enough.

- exciting nightmare -

It's another phase in my life.
I would say I enjoyed it for the past few days. I've prepared well I guess..
I think I chose the correct path enduring and lucky enough to get accepted.
Exposing myself in a successful system is definitely a right choice.
Thank god...

- Social link and Social creation -

Social creation is derived through social link. What society feeds you determines what type of person you are. To me, it is best to be on average where everything is balanced. In a list, if you are on the top where there will be social highlight. Social highlight posts threats and satisfaction as well to the individual. There are intangible and tangible threats that the individual need to accept. Some threats might act as an catalyst where the individual will react positively in shaping him/herself.Some might just bring him/her down.

Sometimes, society's feedback is one of the many indications that clearly shows the individual's position. Interpreting those feedback is an important skill that one should have. Let's talk about sampling, if 10 samples out of 20 delivers the same notion that we should be better, just accept it. The probability of the 10 colluding a general notion is low unless they are from the same social circle.

I couldn't deny that I am a social creation although I tried hard resisting. I don't like to walk alone... life is just too short.

i choose not to care

i dont care

Doesn't feel good

the title speaks loudly.

- think -

I really have to plan and think meticulously.
Huge future benefits with substantial effort to be traded.
Life is no longer easy starting from now. Just wish for the best. Please contact me next week because I really need the offer.
Have to work triply hard in order to fulfill my additional obligations.
Hope my plans will work out after 3 years..

-m-

Seriously, I can live without anyone, thank you for shaping me. It is proven. Opportunistic behavior.
People will change and will leave you eventually. Even my soul will leave me. No one can be trusted; even myself. That's all..

Knowing myself better.

After the failure, I finally noticed that I have low self esteem.
The reason I strife so hard to be better is mainly because I have no confidence in myself. That is why I have to better in order to boost myself up. I always said that image is not that important for me but it is not quite true. I cared about how people look at me. I still can't live on totally on my own yet.I am not confident of who I am. Society somehow played its role in structuring me. Perhaps it is because my history made me or I made myself up.

A free gift will always remain tautology. That is a fact and there is no such thing is a free gift.

- philosophy.

Can't really deny that everyone in this world is naturally born philosopher. When they are able to think rationally/irrationally in their own way and be able to convince others, it makes them philosophers. Subjectivity bores me much and I hope I can narrow down my philosophies and listen to their philosophies more.

Still hoping for the best.

As humans have their upside and downfalls, this is actually the first time that the situation brought me to an anxious condition where it adversely affect my performance in basically everything.
Being single is definitely the best thing after suffering for such long period.
I sense light in front of me. However, there is darkening aura as well which made me anxious. I believe God will shine my path through.
Although I am reluctant to believe in Him, I somehow gave it a try... like real...

emotional.

How could I fail it? Am I really that intellectually blunt? How could I fail given second chance. I really could not accept this kind of shit man...
I never failed till this extend in my life before. This is the first time..

Do you know?

Do you really know me well?
Break the puzzle and solve again.... you are not even walking in my shoes. how could you possibly know my world?

=

When I am able to look at them without hatred or vengeance, I knew that it is about time I alleviate myself to another level.

complete change

complete change, no matter what it costs, being a bad person, being the worst, I just want to change.

z

4. BDO Binder
5. Crowe Horwath
6. Mazars Malaysia
7. Deloitte ---> globally no.2, strong for manufacturing, no.1 for tax in Msia
8. Moore Stephens
9. SJ Grant Thornton
10. RSM RKT
11. Baker Tilly Monteiro Heng
12. Folks DFK & Co / Azman, Wong, Salleh & Co

end of the road

The route or journey has ended few hours ago. I have given you a crucial chance and as usual, you have screwed it up again. No more chances will be given again. I promise myself I will continue a new life after on. If it happens that you read this, please do not approach me anymore as disappointment has reached its limit. I can't afford to allocate anymore of my time to you. You proved to be worthless after all. The one year duration + 2 years duration I will consider it as my failure. It's not even worth remembering. I believe in order to find happiness, we can never be selfish. Selfishness is only suitable for people who love themselves. That's all.

-sacrifices-

Maybe I am too dumb to sacrifice so much just to wait for today and it's definitely not worth the sacrifice i made so far..
And definitely what people told me were correct . They suggested you deserve a better one. I still cling on to my perception not letting go and I turned many of them down. I turned myself down as well at last.. Why my path is so tough? Seriously, do I really need to suffer so much?

open my mind and speak

Is this my own problem or the problem lies in others? or is it how a realistic society supposed to be? or is this life? my own life? will this mean that I didn't adapt to the society?anti-social?
I couldn't really answer the questions which are stacked in my world.
How could this be?
Am I not good enough for others? or is it because others are not good enough for me?
Anyhow, I will try my best to speak out so that at least I can minimize a variable in the possibilities. Hope it will hit right on the target and I wish the problem lies in myself but not others.

the road not taken

LoL. when it comes to this phrase I will always smile to myself.

Anyways I am really serious now. There is no one I can rely on. I can only rely on myself I strongly believe, who would be there when I really needed someone? I am glad that my family members were with me but I believe I will find someone much closer than I thought. I chose the harder path this time; forgoing the path which I feel that it is more suitable for me. Hopefully I will get good returns in future. Are qualifications really that important?

I believe there will be no short cut especially when my life is destined to travel through a path where substantial obstacles will be in the way.

I still remember the phrase vividly until today.. I think YOU who and what I mean..

6 6 6

If it happens that I have an epiphany, I will erase you all on the surface of earth...

who can I talk to when I am lonely?

no one I guess....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-UB16YENYE

l

I just don't feel like waking up anymore although I really don't wanna leave you...

reality

Reality is just too real.
When you get low marks, you complain about it.
But when I think of it, until the moment I thought I am really gonna die, I didnt care much about other things, I just wanna live...
Well, it can be seen that I am normal again because I still see hope in life... Its just too pain to leave just like that. I guess I've realized how important life is...

=

If you know that you not wake up after you fall asleep, will you sleep?

My friend answered if go heaven, he would sleep.

Hypocrites.

It is even harder to endure while you are facing substantial hypocrites around you, especially you deem them to be your close ones.. It is so saddening.. When they needed help, they seek for you and when everything is over, nothing in common anymore between us. Well, I always told myself not to believe in this ideology which means I chose to be ignorant while I am not. I really believe in people that I really want to believe in. Although the statement looks tautological and self-evident, but the truth is I choose people to put trust on. Well, it looks like this batch is a failed and unsuccessful investment especially in friendships. I will even be more cautious due to adverse event that I faced recently.
Why hypocrisy will always outlast truth? This is because when one honest person cannot outlast a bunch of hypocrites, the person joins them just like "when you cannot defeat them, join them". I still remembered clearly we discussed and talked about hypocrites where we both hated them all. Well, perhaps for me its still hate but not for you anymore.
Fair enough, I am not God. You can't expect me to do everything.. Although on the surface I might look strong, I need someone to support me. How can stand loneliness all by him/herself? I can, but until the day I die, I will have regrets.

- adverse impact-

Couldn't endure much longer as everything is going against me..I feel so alone and deprived of the basic things. Perhaps my expectation is really too high until I can't take even one single event that goes against me. What I can do is just wait for another week.. Hopefully everything will be alright..I am really so weak to go against nature and fate..

I couldn't imagine how I lived through the year in an island by myself. My endurance was really good and accompanied by some luck and hence I made it through. If God really exists, I would thank God for giving me such fortune and I really can't endure any longer...

- Heightened Emotions -

It is obvious that everyone can see that I can't wait to go back Malaysia, the land where I belong to. As I did quite badly in my exams, it still didn't stop me from thinking that "I Yammm going home"..
Can't wait to see my parents and family members so badly..

On the other hand, events in Perth really heightened my emotions to the maximum. Nothing I could describe. I have nice friends here and a few not that good ones as well. Like I said, you can never have a complete delicious pie. I will be coming back soon....for graduation..hopefully and next year to further my studies....

what you see.

What you see is what you feel, but what you feel is not what you see.
This might be a little bit confusing as they are deemed to both equal.
However, it is absolute to say that; we cannot deny that the feeling that existed in us after seeing certain events.
On the other hand, what you feel is not what you see is different in a sense that we can alter what we see based on how we feel beforehand. We can always wear a "certain aspect glass" to view what we see.
It is reasonable in my point of view...

=

Talking about life, I feel that there's hope in it already.. at least I feel better recently when certain events turned out to be in my expectation or even far greater than my expectations. I am gonna miss my friends after I leave Australia. Should I further my studies in future? I am really so tired...
Hopefully this is the last semester of me in Curtin. There should be no room for errors, otherwise my hard work will be just a waste, like 2 years? God bless me!

Immunity

Immunity is just another word for disappointment. The more disappointment you face, the higher the immunity you have, the worst part is immunity will not decrease because it is already embedded in you.
Time is passing so fast until I realized that next month I am going home already. The warm feeling is back and I am feeling happy.. Of course, there will be some nice memories that will be taken back to Malaysia. I've been living so unhealthily here and living under pressure.Nightmare haunts me every night.. Well, I think its time to say goodbye. I hope I can pass every subject that I take and I will have a savepoint or checkpoint perhaps in life...
But definitely if I am given a chance, and only a chance is given to me, I will utilize all talents I have to reap the benefits in future. I would say it will be fruitful as there will be no room for errors.

closer to the moon

Every steps I took made me feel that I am closer to the moon which is deemed to be heaven,perhaps hell since I have no confidence in God's existence.
While Ipod is injecting information that may distort the real meaning of life.
Is enhancement of every individual is really regarded as enhancement rather than degrading?
"We live life once and we have to improve ourselves everyday". Is this statement wrong? We were born with 100 and it slowly decrease till 0 would be a better idea?
Some people said "I had no choice but to follow this path, you think I am as lucky as you?". I would think that they are pure retards. By having no choice, it is a path where it narrows down uncertainties.What I mean is that who likes uncertainties? The more choices you have, the more risk you bear cause HISTORY will always haunts you. Believe me! Do you really understand how I feel?

-

The end is just the beginning. Think of it, we came to this world without nothing, just with a soul and a physical vessel. As we grow older, we gain experiences, wealth,social links and these factors fundamentally determine our fear to death. When we finally realize those factors have no absolute value in life, we will lose our fear to die. But I doubt it would happen, even for me, sometimes I think I am scared of dying too but my ultimate wish is just to die without leaving any burden to anyone in this world. Too bad, I am not that selfish. If everyone can come and tell me, *GO DIE* I would just die. Don't dare me. I am not afraid of going hell. Suffering after death is just a myth. I personally don't think there will be more suffering to live. Life is just too tough and cruel.

DCBA

Shakespeare once said this world is like a stage and we all are actors in the stage..

ABCD

Reality x degree of distortions = Reality?
Yup, perhaps reality can be adjusted with distortions, you set your own reality and transmits the reality you set to others' reality. Sounds logical?
When others' perceive your reality as reality, it becomes reality and it is realistic in majority. Majority can set a group biased-reality; group-denial or rather collective denial. It is quite hard to endeavor through hard times, like what I've mentioned, *hard times*, obviously. So, group-denial is more reliable way to live on rather than self denial, at least, a group of people shared the same amount of biased-reality in them. The common thought of humans is "we live life once, why not we enjoy to the fullest". This thought is fundamental and it drives to strong denial creation. I really wish the equation above is not equal, at least, the world is still a reliable place to live in...

High resistance

It is proven from conjecture to hypothesis that there is a high resistance of change in opinion. Well, despite of endless preaches, my mindset is still sceptical towards concept of religion.There's nothing much i can do.I've already tried my best. Secondly, I am very disappointed about my talent and intellectual level....it seems that i've lost most of my talent...talent is considered inherent in a person,however, it seems to be fading away no matter how hard i tried....

.

Oh boy, finally I understand how the others feel when it comes to pressure especially when you're not good in something. Well, I always have this thinking where nothing is difficult, even in calculations as long as we exert sufficient effort in it. However, this thinking should be altered because I find things are getting more difficult as time goes by. I wish my sacrifice is really worth.....
*fingers crossed*

= *

From the day I knew you, you were so beautiful that nothing can be on par with your beauty. Unfortunately, it's fading away slowly. This shows how susceptible when value is challenged by time. Perhaps, efforts can be exerted to maintain value that you have. Why is it going away? Is it because of you didn't know or you don't even bother?Nothing can really make me understand why.
What I see is what I see. It is always more reliable compared to verbal statements claimed, if you understand what I mean.

It's sad, so Sad~

When you're listening to sad songs and your tears are flowing, there you know that your sadness has reached its peak.

LoL

Trying to be happy is worst than being sad.
You're trying so hard and you know that you're not better off in any ways making it worst.
It's just uncontrollable. Sometimes, it is so natural that we would take initiative to cure ourselves.
Sadness in fact, takes time to recover. But the time which is spent on doesn't worth at all. I believe I will get good return by enduring. Its not bout days, its not about months, its about years already....

nothing left.

When every single thing is going against you, there's no point living anymore.
When every single thing continue to go against you, there's no point enduring cause enduring the pain will cause greater pain...
Do you know how I feel?
I feel like there's nothing for me to lean on anymore...
The loneliness is really deep down from my heart....
It's worst than Armageddon!!!

. . .

When you breath the air without any feelings,
it is an indication that you've reach a dull point in your life.
When you release the ball from your hands without any feelings,
it is an indication that you've lost hope in this world,
There are various indications that I am really giving up slowly...
I have really no motivation in life anymore...
Simply speaking, I used to have feelings back then, but no much,
However, I am dull, I didn't know why I had to laugh, perhaps not letting those around me turn off?
Perhaps one day I shall leave them all by themselves and isolate myself...smiling all the way through in life without a reason...

*.*

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow.

behavioral shift

Waking up early is not too bad for a day.
However, it was mean to just walk out of class just like that when you have responsibility to guide your students in their unit. Well, when a person has some authority in his field, he can actually cause a behavioral shift to his/her subordinates somehow with the condition of existence of incentive by his/her subordinates. My conjecture is that everyone will be prepared to go for their tutorial next week. At at minimal point that they will just bump it through giving illogical ideas. For me, I am always armed its just that I don't feel like giving out points and ideas( participate). Somehow, I am also influenced by the incentive to change my behavior since this is my final semester. In today's event, I've learned not to abuse authority if I am given the authority to do something.Maybe in his point of view, he is trying to help students to improve their communication skills. For me, I am still okay, just a little traumatised by his actions.

= .

Sitting in front of the screen doing nothing..
Tried to study but nothing was materialized..
Looking at the screen waiting for replies.
When things come, they came in an abundant manner.
When they leave, they left all together in the same manner,
leaving behind nothing..
This time I really would say ..I totally give up everything and get a new life...
I hate this...I feel like a puppet; not in reality but in my inner world..
Does life really have to feed me this?
I amend this, there is no lemon and lemonade.
Perhaps it is fictitious lemon that I get.

~.~'

I experienced the impact already. I feel different, I feel lonely especially when I am actually not supposed to be lonely. The loneliness is horrible. Life which is full with activities but cannot cure any fraction of my loneliness. Brighter future which is exchanged with loneliness. Anyone who can save me? No one I think. Perhaps loneliness will just be my friend and loneliness would save me at the end. Its not so sad being lonely, at least you share your loneliness alone with your shadows, provided you have shadows.

8

Sometimes its really pointless for explanations to exist because explanations will not help at all. It is just rationalizing the actions that I made. But I believe myself that my actions were for the better good.. I will not let you guys down.... and I am sorry....truly sorry....who might know I will soon to have the greatest impact internally... but my mask is ready by my side, so no worries.

Alteration again?

I've notice that I became more wicked and sly.. perhaps for survival?
I seriously do not prefer to change.. Maybe I should talk less.
Wicked in the sense that my speeches sometimes are offensive towards others. Deep inside my heart I don't mean that. Whoever who was concerned, I am truly sorry.
I will speak less as time goes by.
There's something missing somewhere, I am quite certain bout that. I hate that feeling very much...
Should I really alter for the better good?

= (

At one point when I review pictures of my past, I couldn't hold my tears back...

- . - (2)

Finally, I've passed the hurdle where I need to finish the last one. No distractions! I am able to do it. For the first time, I am not aiming that high because I know it's not achievable. I can just wade through when the water level is between high and low. Perhaps, what I can do is just maintain but not try hard. I need to preserve my life for better good.
In life, I really need to learn how to appreciate but not expecting more and more. I know currently I am not able practice what I said, but I am really gonna try. That's the difference between a religious person and a non religious person I believe.

Sometimes, I really feel "=.=" when someone did something really "=.=" and I know "=.=" is really "=.="..

-

If you really know my name, please guide me.. I am waiting..

- . -

I am really sorry that I couldn't help.
Remember, I will not always be there to help. Be wise always and manage your budget well. I really wanted to help but things never worked out nicely. We each have our life that we have to manage it properly. Do not deviate too much from the ideal life, that's sufficient enough....remember what I said..Its really fundamental...

- Weak -

I am just so weak, barely surviving...
To strive for a better future, my personality has to be altered in many ways.
This is the part I hate the most. Again, there are always tradeoffs in between the line. How fortunate it is if the tradeoff practice doesn't exist.
It's so sad putting on fake mask whenever I go. I hate competition.. competition is driving me crazy. I learned my lesson....

- 24.02.2011 -

Its really not easy living by your own.
I can understand how it feels..like finally...
Its good to see my family members.. The feeling is just...SAFE.
I miss everyone back in Malaysia so much..
I would give up everything just to go back Malaysia so much...but I can't. The benefits outweigh the costs just too much...
and finally!!!YES!!!
I CAN CHANGE UNIT.HAHAHAHAHAHA!

- 22.02-2012 -

Finally I can taste the feeling of living alone outside my "comfort zone", therefore, the warm bath theory holds in my case.
I feel nice with my family, its really nice.Just that I never noticed the difference.
Now my actual state is not even near the ideal state of being.
But I seriously believe the stay here is really gonna get me ready for my next phase of life?
Thinking of getting married? Not so easy! I can't even take good care of myself, how am I gonna take care of my family members. Anyway, this is not gonna happen. I seriously believe in my notion.
Secondly, less impact will be done to me in future when I go around.
OF course, meeting new people is not in my main list. It always comes naturally in my life.

- Life at Perth -

Nothing is really that simple,
Theoretically, everything is really simple for me when I first planned what I will be doing at Perth. Things really turned out differently, hot and dry where both are consistent with how I feel now. Communication is really a problem there, perhaps I still have not get used to the way they speak.

I am really sad and I miss my family real much, friends as well.
Nothing for me to say, I even gave up what I was planning to maintain. No will to survive where I had only an omelet and cup of coffee for the day and drank tap water, but the tap water was really nice, it is salty!!!

that's all for the update.
Was really hoping to go back but nothing will change cause I chose this path.
There's always a tradeoff somewhere along the line.Fortunately, my vision is still clear!

- To maintain or not to maintain, that is the question -

Can I really maintain myself in the picture in future?
I doubt that. In my plan, I am really forgoing many things as I took this path.
I really wish I can maintain and do better. I can feel that I am reaching my limits and hopefully my limits can be stretched and I can be potentially even better.
Even before going, my body is getting out of shape... Is this a sign to give up?

I am gonna miss my family and my friends. This is for sure.
Nothing is free in this world. There is somehow gonna be a tradeoff somewhere along the line.

- NBA 2010 LIVE PSP -

This game is definitely nice. However, compared to the PS3 version, it is not that nice..Miniature to the PS3 version I presume. The are more modes in this game.
The controlling part is definitely more difficult compared to NBA 2k11 or 2k10. But one thing for sure.. This game looks more real and the file is large (1.6GB), hence, the quality of the game can be implied in the size of the file.

- Misperception -

Misperception or misconception can be as a view or opinion that is incorrect due to faulty thinking or understanding on a particular subject or even issue.
Most of us, including myself are greatly infected by "misperception".
Nothing can be done as the picture/reality we observe/see/experienced is/are not complete. Even sometimes completeness can cause misconception because of the way we interpret things. Comprehension skills are vital in avoiding misperception which cannot guarantee 100% of avoidance. Well, look at things in a set of ways that we construct ourselves can help us in misperception. There is no limit how much or many of the criteria in the matrix, but it definitely helps to reduce misconception.

Even when you see someone smile, this doesn't guarantee that person is happy. He/she might be concealing his/her sadness. True enough, misperception cannot be avoided but can be reduced.

- Out of sight, out of mind -

@.@

Time passes extremely fast recently. As I realized how many days left for me here, my summer course has come to an end.
My lecturer mentioned "I used to play a happiness cycle game with my students, try to recall which events in your life which made you happy or extremely sad".
I tried to recall, but none really triggers me to laugh inside. How about sad?
Strangely, I was not sad as well..
A different phase in life I would say. I am not happy or sad. Strange thing..
On the surface, I really do not really bother about going there..
But why are all these dreams haunting me?
The meaning of my dreams I studied so far indicated that I am really scared and nervous deep inside.
Given this scenario:
I was trapped in a building where I was actively finding an elevator. I found one, it stopped at floor 9 and the doors opened and what I saw was nothing. After that, few monsters appeared, but they disappear after a while.

I've figured out somehow why I dreamed of that.
Funny enough, it actually impacted me in my daily life.
3 more weeks to go...

=

Ideally, if you're fat, you want your partner to be fat as well. Matching concept (not accounting jargon) plays an important role. Society placed pressure on fat people. Honestly, who wants to be fat? And why not it is good when a person has no excessive fats in his body.
Based on observation, most of the averaged weight would brand a person who has no excess fats as thin. Seriously, the trend is changing...psychologically, this is how it goes. When you're fat, your ideal partner would be something similar as you. But its kinda fortunate for me to be on this shape. I remember when I was fat, I was a total weak person (get sick easily and no motivation to exercise;gets tired easily). I prefer myself now rather than being fat.

- Understanding -

After I know how to know my self in more detailed, I still fail to know ...

- Ego -

Whether you want or not, like or dislike, you have no liberty against ego.
Whether you realize or not, partly, you are still dominated by your own ego, consciously or subconsciously.Some of them are good in suppressing their ego, but they definitely cannot suppress their superego(how they portray themselves).
When a person is wealthy, certainly, the person will act within a certain range of a wealthy person. Who will not maximize his/her wealth when time is limited?
It is all about selfishness.
When you think you're good, you're letting go opportunities in life.
The most important thing is gathering a group of close peers and know how they think about you. Even if they don't speak it out, find it out yourself. It's fundamental but definitely tough task, requiring you to let go your ego. When you're too egoistic, you tend to be blind because your mind tells you that you actually know everything but in fact you are ignorant in the related issue or aspect.

- Delightness -

Finally, I've finished another role playing game. It is a nice game undeniably. The soundtracks are nice though and the game play is awesome.
Generally, this game is about alchemy. Although my chemistry sucks, but I like this game very much. At least, this system will guide me along the game unlike Chemistry.

Storyline of the game is nice as well..

I would give 9/10 to this game although I didn't really c"complete" the entire game due to time constraint.

The game play was quite tough for me.. As I need to train vigorously on my characters...but the outcomes were fun enough to offset the difficult training process. I spent 40 hours 28 minutes in the game within a week.. How awesome..
I wish i could study 40 hours 28 minutes per subject and the outcome will definitely be different again!

- make the best out of something -

Trying my best to cheer up!
So, highlight for today's class because it kinda cheered me up although no one laughed.

Lecturer told us a funny example.

He mentioned fast way to fulfill needs is to break the barriers.

Furthermore, he said "last time eggs were considered as a commodity product.However, it is different now.Eggs come in different SIZES and QUALITY now because the world had changed.

During that moment, my mind went "why eggs?"