- 01.07.2009 -

Humans are naturally self-centered.
But who is as self-centered as you?
I've never seen such self-centered and brainless person like you..
Why?why I have to endure all this shit?
Love blinded me,that's why I chose this path..
What could I do?
I can't do shit...
I am extremely selfless but you are extremely self-centered.
Did you ever care?
I can forsee even the day when my death arrives,you could be happily enjoying there..
I wish my death would come real fast...

- 30. 06.2009 -

As I've forgotten most of the theories in macroeconomics, so I took the opportunity during my holidays to revise some of the knowledge about macroeconomics.
Today,I've re-grasped Fiscal and Monetary Policies again.

It's sad when someone forgets something which is considered important.
It is fortunate if ones can forget unhappy events and sorrowfulness.
However,good things are hardly to be obtained.
Bad things are easily obtainable.

Great holiday utility turns out to be futile...
As nothing great happened..
Where it happened that one spent important time doing trivial stuffs.
Sadly, human nature....
Where the lover saying I am the one,
But it turned out that the kid is not my son..
So,I had to Beat It hard ...
Where I looked into the mirror and found there is a Man In the Mirror..
Finally I become a man already because I lived 2 decades in this pointless world already...
Nothing we could do to Heal the World...
Because there is this BLACK or WHITE difference...
Hence, Smooth Criminal took place because of the stratification...
I wish one day this world would be full with Thriller,
As there is not point living anymore..
In conclusion,there is no such thing as "We are the world"..
We all live to fulfill ourselves respectively..

- 27.06.2009 -

Reading and understanding terms and conditions in a signed document is really important.
As what I've learned in Law, the statement above is important - where judges would only make decision based on what an individual had signed in the contract.
Today is the day I experience what I've learned so far.So, it is a lesson to me by a prominent company called Celcom.

- 26.06.2009 -

Nothing could ever put a full stop in my desire in this life.
The ultimate truth to sufferings is just death itself.
Preparing for finals; to get with the fear before death;yet nothing could encumber my desire.
A picture does not tell anyone its meaning,literally or figuratively.
A video clip could convey a message with a meaning but without conveying it's feelings.
So what could convey a holistic meaning and feelings? Nothing, I assume.
Mother Teresa's saying would make me feel even more passionate about death.
Humans are really the most idiotic race I've ever seen.Including me myself.
In fact, most of them to me are retarded. Even retarded people would be better than them. I see hidden hostility in them. Living in an hostile environment is better than a hypocrite environment. Improvement of the world would lead to greater disaster. Improvement could be regarded as "deprovement" itself.
I wish Meteor or other things would struck earth itself and perish the entire human race. Humans are good for nothing.Perhaps I am wrong, it applies to Malaysians only.But, I believe if Malaysians could do such things, others are in the possibility as well as they are one of a kind.Take a knife and stab me, conceal your identity and I would thank you!

-SIENsasi-

"Can you take a knife and stab me?"
"I am afraid I can't do that!"
"Why!!?"
"It is because LAW does not allow me to do so"
Hence,he couldn't die..

Well,Transformer is a nice show because of it's absurdity.HEHE.
It was a Wednesday where Sunway Pyramid's cinema(TGV) was extraordinarily crowded by nuisances. What a sad day.Fortunately,due to my wisdom and intellectually beautiful mind,I was able to book two tickets and able to retrieved it before I was about to get stuck in the line and squeezing and weaving with noobs.

Again,although they burned out my oxygen, I would consider Transformer( the movie) as a nice compensation for my inadequate oxygen due to congestion.

- 22.06.2009 -

How to fill up the GAP in your heart? The GAP is created by loneliness and boredom. Why?because you yourself are not able to fit into other individuals' life.Thats why there is a GAP.To close the GAP, we need to be strong,steady and persistent.Strong as in letting nothing that could affect you due to the existence of the GAP.The GAP will always remain there,but we try our best to withstand due to the dangerous GAP.secondly,steadily weave through it..thirdly persist in letting go the GAP

- 20.06.2009 (3) -

Lol..Finally,I've done my 1st semester in the Curtin University's "Bachelor of Commerce". This semester I did four subjects as usual, which 'were' Management,Accounting,Economics and Law. The killer subject was Law. Although things we learned in this Law consisted only Law of contract, however, it was quite a tough one.Well, I liked Law the most,probably because there were no assignments at all..

ASSIGNMENTS:
Well,assignments in universities suck ass to the maximum. Of course,if I had a choice,I would choose RMIT rather than Curtin because RMIT is 90-100% examination based. Well,unlike Curtin program, sometimes, assignments may take up to 40% of the overall marks. Honestly,my assignment skills suck to the maximum,that is why I said assignments suck ass.Well, I could score one of the highest in Mid Semester test,but scored one of the lowest in assignments. This is really undesirable for a person like me.Regardless of that, it is finally over.I would struggle harder in my assignments next time, as in COPY AND PASTE more in my assignments.Constructing my own sentences will just lead me to the drain.

Accounting was okay,but finals I did quite a number of mistakes...so...= (..
Economics is the subject that made me depressed the most in the semester.Once again,due to assignment.
Management was a tough one though..It requires RESEARCH SKILLS in assignments, and also reading skill in the finals. Well,perhaps, 40% of the marks is from assignments.I managed to weave through the individual assignment,scoring quite low,but higher than my expectation and I was quite happy because I passed my individual assignment. I did almost 5 weeks of research on it,yet I scored low compared to my friend who spent 4 hours in the assignment.Once again, "COPY and PASTE" skill is essential in assignments. Well,once again,its all over,hope I could get the best marks out of it..I will not expect highly as I did real badly in some papers.

Anyway,everything is save in this semester,I managed to finish all the assignments and attended mid semester tests.

- 20.06.2009 (2) -

This guy is one of the prominent characters in Bleach/Death God series. His name is Toushirou Hitsugaya. In cantonese, we call him "dou shi lou" which is also (direct translation) "throw shit man". He is currently the 10th Squad captain in Soul Society. He is young and he is a genius.

As talented as he is, he can freeze people to death with his Zanpakutou and bankai(Hyourinmaru, the ice dragon's name I guess). Well, he is a cool guy.

- 20.06.2009 -

Its funny a real funny day.Back in 20 or 25 years ago, there are pencil boxes with an idol on it?Perhaps today,there are still this type of pencil box,maybe Hannah Montanah High School Musical? But this is a really funny one.. Andy Lau's face on the pencil box. Imagine when I use this pencil box in my college. What would other people say? What would other people think? Oh my god..

Fortunately, this is an obsolete kind of pencil box which can be also considered as a vintage item, as most of them I assume had been recycled already. XD xD..

That's a funny one, Andy Lau's face with a "SUPER IDOL" beside it..xD

- 19.06.2009(2) Anti Social -

What does anti social mean? Generally,anti social means unwilling to meet and be friendly with other people or behavior is annoying or upsetting to other people(http://www.google.com/dictionary?aq=f&langpair=en|en&q=anti+social&hl=en).
Well,this is so general as if people start using the term anti social. For me,an anti social person means that person suffered from stigmatization from the society. In what sense? In this world, nothing could completely accommodate the other thing. In other words, it means nothing can complete one another. Even the most complete model answer and marking scheme would not be complete. "Completing homework" is just a console for a student for his/her relief. Even we try spanning and spanning searching for the most complete facts for assignments,we could never meet the true complete form of a question. Even the question 1+1= ? would not be complete if we answer 2.

Sadly, anti social is caused by the high degree gap(incompleteness)which is not reached by and individual, which turns the individual to an anti social person. Generally speaking, humans to me is a pain in the ass. I could not have as many friends as other people do, which indirectly turned me into an anti social person. Well,this is not the point.The main point is the emptiness in me which turned me into a kind of person(anti social person). In my life, I have came across substantial kinds of people. They are not anti social because they are in the same stream and class where they share the same feeling,have same norms and do the same thing. For instance,100 people, 99 of them enjoy playing football and that 1 person who does not enjoy. We could regard that person as antisocial because he does not share the similar interest and hobby with the another 99 people.

- 19.06.2009 -

When an asset is fully depreciated, there goes it's value..
When a human dies,there goes his/her life..
As examination is over,I feel nice for the first time in this year..
The feeling is as calm as a wave-less ocean..
In other words, there is no such thing as wave-less ocean..
Which also indicates that my calm feeling is not true,or does not even exist from the start..What should I do during my free time?
Rest and recuperate? Well, if resting helps, I am pretty sure there are other better alternatives compared to resting,and resting would be an opportunity cost for me.
Nothing could prevent time from moving.Seconds by seconds,slowly depreciating objects in the world...What could I possibly do?
My back aches badly..That's a sad thing..
Am I getting old?
Perhaps I should start gaming?Or reading?Easy to list out,hard to choose..

- 12.06.2009 -

Will an ordinary bloke capable of changing the entire world with his perception,perspective or notion? It might happen,Adolf Hitler, one of his kind,changed part of the world by his actions. He is cool in fact.Could that ordinary bloke change the entire world again?That bloke is happy seeing people dying in the world,encourages natural disaster; tornado,tsunami,eruption of volcanoes and severe earthquakes..Why?Its not because he is mad,but he could forsee what is going to happen when human population goes down... Humans...a pain in the ass..

Wednesday,June 10,2009

Changes all the time,time does not change anything,just depreciates everything,time just creates global depreciation in all things in this world. Trade off of the depreciation is wisdom,knowledge,experience and less ignorant.Less ignorant describes everyone in this world.The degree of ignorance increases when ones' do not think,and thinking irrationally and self-centered will make one more ignorant. I saw substantial people which are ignorant in GGC. Most of them, to be honest,I do not have hope in them as humans which will rule the world,by their far-king attitudes. Time makes people and humans worst in attitude. Even I felt myself changing to a kind,one of a kind..I wish,I wish, I really wish my depreciation rate would be faster where my residual value is low,and and and and my life span is shortened by 3 quarter.Then my organic depreciation rate would be as high as the sky.