- adverse impact-

Couldn't endure much longer as everything is going against me..I feel so alone and deprived of the basic things. Perhaps my expectation is really too high until I can't take even one single event that goes against me. What I can do is just wait for another week.. Hopefully everything will be alright..I am really so weak to go against nature and fate..

I couldn't imagine how I lived through the year in an island by myself. My endurance was really good and accompanied by some luck and hence I made it through. If God really exists, I would thank God for giving me such fortune and I really can't endure any longer...

- Heightened Emotions -

It is obvious that everyone can see that I can't wait to go back Malaysia, the land where I belong to. As I did quite badly in my exams, it still didn't stop me from thinking that "I Yammm going home"..
Can't wait to see my parents and family members so badly..

On the other hand, events in Perth really heightened my emotions to the maximum. Nothing I could describe. I have nice friends here and a few not that good ones as well. Like I said, you can never have a complete delicious pie. I will be coming back soon....for graduation..hopefully and next year to further my studies....

what you see.

What you see is what you feel, but what you feel is not what you see.
This might be a little bit confusing as they are deemed to both equal.
However, it is absolute to say that; we cannot deny that the feeling that existed in us after seeing certain events.
On the other hand, what you feel is not what you see is different in a sense that we can alter what we see based on how we feel beforehand. We can always wear a "certain aspect glass" to view what we see.
It is reasonable in my point of view...