Bear with it, bear with it,
I had and always have told and tell myself to bear with it..
How much can I absorb those shits in my life?
I do not believe in people seriously,
A fake smile is what I can show when inside my world is in turbulent condition.
I gave people fakeness because I believe of the high rate of fakeness in people..
There are poems advising us to be patient whatever and whenever we face difficulties,
Even when we face great danger or threatened by others, we should endure and be patient.
This is total rubbish!
I guess there will not be any poem who teaches people how to harm others' world...right?
From where they learn how to jeopardize people's world?
I cant sense REALNESS in people...
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
- 22.02.2010 -
Why don't you come in my world and challenge me rather than wanting me to enter your world and challenge you?
At times, if I ultimately want to compare with you all, you all are nothing,
but what's the point of comparing? And, if I really want to compare, I will ultimately outlast every single one of you?
Being modest doesn't mean that I have no intention to compare.
Come into my world and outlast me?Somehow I doubt that!
What you know about the world? What you know about my world?
Do not always think that you're superior in your world, try to enter my world and challenge me.
For people who think they are superior, I give u this, "o0o"!
At times, if I ultimately want to compare with you all, you all are nothing,
but what's the point of comparing? And, if I really want to compare, I will ultimately outlast every single one of you?
Being modest doesn't mean that I have no intention to compare.
Come into my world and outlast me?Somehow I doubt that!
What you know about the world? What you know about my world?
Do not always think that you're superior in your world, try to enter my world and challenge me.
For people who think they are superior, I give u this, "o0o"!
Saturday, February 20, 2010
- 20.02.2010 -(2)
GOD!
Can you tell me how the fuck am I supposed to eliminate those accrued doubts in me?
What can I do??
What the fuck is wrong with this world?
I wish I could flirt around without being serious in LIFE!
BUT I can't,
I can't do any shits!
Some people just do not admit what they did and accept how I felt until they experience what I experienced.
Who the fuck you think you are?
Manipulating strings around me as though I am your puppet?
By concealing the truth, you can actually ruin my world!
How only can you speak truly to me?
I've waited 2 years for truth?
I don't mind waiting for another 18 years if truth can be sought.
Do you know how important truth is?
TRUTH is equivalent to my world!
I fucking hate things that are fucking fake.
When will you stop faking?
You are not Ichigo or vaizards!
Why do you want to fake urself?
Can you tell me how the fuck am I supposed to eliminate those accrued doubts in me?
What can I do??
What the fuck is wrong with this world?
I wish I could flirt around without being serious in LIFE!
BUT I can't,
I can't do any shits!
Some people just do not admit what they did and accept how I felt until they experience what I experienced.
Who the fuck you think you are?
Manipulating strings around me as though I am your puppet?
By concealing the truth, you can actually ruin my world!
How only can you speak truly to me?
I've waited 2 years for truth?
I don't mind waiting for another 18 years if truth can be sought.
Do you know how important truth is?
TRUTH is equivalent to my world!
I fucking hate things that are fucking fake.
When will you stop faking?
You are not Ichigo or vaizards!
Why do you want to fake urself?
- 20.02.2010 -
At times, it is really frustrating to have a partner which do not tell you things; or rather cheating.
Well, if you did something, at least do clarify what's happening.
Not until the day when your partner finds out, you start to cover..
Lets say I go FUCK a girl and I didn't tell you, is it fine?
Even if the truth is unrevealed until the day we both die, or I die, this remains that I am a pure person, which do not cheat on you!This concept is about "by not telling is equivalent to lying".
I wish 1 day I could do the same thing as what you did to me, seriously. By DOING so, I have a strong ground to defend myself, saying " YOU DID THIS TO ME BEFORE", why should I bother telling you what I am doing!
The world is really a goner!
Where did these kind of people come from?????
Seriously this kind of attitude leads to great disaster.ESPECIALLY in RUINING my world!GOD DAMNIT!
Well, if you did something, at least do clarify what's happening.
Not until the day when your partner finds out, you start to cover..
Lets say I go FUCK a girl and I didn't tell you, is it fine?
Even if the truth is unrevealed until the day we both die, or I die, this remains that I am a pure person, which do not cheat on you!This concept is about "by not telling is equivalent to lying".
I wish 1 day I could do the same thing as what you did to me, seriously. By DOING so, I have a strong ground to defend myself, saying " YOU DID THIS TO ME BEFORE", why should I bother telling you what I am doing!
The world is really a goner!
Where did these kind of people come from?????
Seriously this kind of attitude leads to great disaster.ESPECIALLY in RUINING my world!GOD DAMNIT!
Friday, February 19, 2010
- 19.02.2010 -
Finally, another 2 more days you are coming back to meet me.
Actually, its nature that brought me to this form of life now..
Seriously, the PSP that I bought months ago really helped me to undergo the sufferings that I faced, at least by minimizing the pain..
Actually, its nature that brought me to this form of life now..
Seriously, the PSP that I bought months ago really helped me to undergo the sufferings that I faced, at least by minimizing the pain..
Thursday, February 11, 2010
- 12.02.2010 -
Exam is finally over, I mean, ultimately over...
Time to relax..
Sometimes, when it is too hard to bear something,
a natural feeling of giving up sets in..
Yup, trust is important,
How good if this world is perfectly revealed,
Doubts will diminish in no time,
When information and trust are not consistent,
Trust will be distorted..
Why can't you say something....really true...
Somehow, the deviation of information is too high...
At times I really wished I could not see the information,
would rather side on the trust itself...
Even if I am blind, I can feel it, it's too obvious...
Even deeply inside acts in contrast of what the information is,
Prove yourself,
Do not wear a mask or masquerade yourself,
YOU once told me , "I am DIRECT".
Prove it ....
Why do you follow the flow?
Blending yourself with ignorant people, which ultimately deceive one another as routine.
My love towards you is ultimately pure,I can say that..
And what can love really do?
Unwise creatures are too many, as what I can see, what I felt, I believe my sense itself will not deceive me...
If you really think the cycle is suitable for you,
Go ahead,
Perhaps, my current situation now truly fits me...
When you want to fart, you fart,
When you want to eat, you eat,
When you are ignorant, try not to be...
Time to relax..
Sometimes, when it is too hard to bear something,
a natural feeling of giving up sets in..
Yup, trust is important,
How good if this world is perfectly revealed,
Doubts will diminish in no time,
When information and trust are not consistent,
Trust will be distorted..
Why can't you say something....really true...
Somehow, the deviation of information is too high...
At times I really wished I could not see the information,
would rather side on the trust itself...
Even if I am blind, I can feel it, it's too obvious...
Even deeply inside acts in contrast of what the information is,
Prove yourself,
Do not wear a mask or masquerade yourself,
YOU once told me , "I am DIRECT".
Prove it ....
Why do you follow the flow?
Blending yourself with ignorant people, which ultimately deceive one another as routine.
My love towards you is ultimately pure,I can say that..
And what can love really do?
Unwise creatures are too many, as what I can see, what I felt, I believe my sense itself will not deceive me...
If you really think the cycle is suitable for you,
Go ahead,
Perhaps, my current situation now truly fits me...
When you want to fart, you fart,
When you want to eat, you eat,
When you are ignorant, try not to be...
Friday, February 5, 2010
- 06.02.2010 -
What I can do?
Few days left before my finals and I still hovering around doing nothing..
My friend in Australia finished his exam already~. LoL
But hopefully, I will pass this subject with flying colours.
Even if I don't, please grant me a pass..I mean not grade 5, grade 6 would be okay...
When I don't understand something, I would not do it even if I know the way..
Struggling hard to acquire the knowledge in last chapter, which made me want to buy an option to commit suicide.
But it's alright,
If I am able to master it, this will create a bright future to me, in this particular chapter.xD~
Few days left before my finals and I still hovering around doing nothing..
My friend in Australia finished his exam already~. LoL
But hopefully, I will pass this subject with flying colours.
Even if I don't, please grant me a pass..I mean not grade 5, grade 6 would be okay...
When I don't understand something, I would not do it even if I know the way..
Struggling hard to acquire the knowledge in last chapter, which made me want to buy an option to commit suicide.
But it's alright,
If I am able to master it, this will create a bright future to me, in this particular chapter.xD~
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