- 29.03.2010 -

Year 2010 is a good one.
It is great because I can control my emotions till a certain extent and I am physically fine and undamaged. Well, I am already 21 this year, responsibilities will be more and more. Responsibilities in what sense?
Responsibilities such as not fucking around and screwing around and stay focus on my career. Bright future does not really come that easily.
By studying hard? I don't think so... Studying hard will not guarantee and place you in a bright future. Bright future to me is defined as " a healthy, happy and wealthy environment".
I can be single, I can be ill, I can be mentally sick.
That does not matter at all..as long as in my mind, I am happy, healthy and wealthy.
Wealth does not really make one person happy... Great wealth comes with great care, especially in maintaining them. If I am planning for myself, well, it will definitely be very simple.
Too bad, I am planning for two.. that will not be that simple. A person which always do unnecessary things will definitely put more burden in me.. It is good that the time to upload few hundreds of pictures in facebook to be replaced by doing something more beneficial..
Maybe, that's your nature and I can't blame you...

My world is always gloomy not because of you.. because of others, un-beneficial "impostors". Honestly, ask yourself, are they really beneficial bitching around and fucking around? If yes, I would really join the parade and march together with you all..

I am too old to start a new relationship, I am tired of lies and people, I can't manage to absorb more damage. 99% humans are fake. Real fake...
Perhaps, the world was created in this way and originally fake.

True love? Nah, that's total bullshit...I've heard it since years ago and none turned out to be real...And the current one is shaky... real shaky...It appears to be fake and real as well... My intuition can't help me because they are both equal...

- 25.03.2010 -

Life is simple,
Especially when ones reach their limits in tolerance,
Pure disappointment will prevail. Anger and hatred are no longer in the same category with disappointment.
Humans are damn selfish, actions they do are based;were based on their personal interest. I've came across fat people(literally), thin people(literally),bitches(literally) who acted based on their own interest.
It has got nothing to do with me when an event which was not related to me occurred. However, I was pulled into the drain by their fucking actions.Literally, THEIR ACTIONS.
Based on what? COLLECTIVE PERSONAL INTEREST. And sadly, the another person did not really care about my position which was affected, blindly acted in the flow of their interest.
Seriously this is saddening... Some people are seriously rubbish!
They serve no purpose in the society; adds no value in the world.Likewise, they are consuming resources without contribution..What else can they do? Their role in this world is just bitching around,literally...
Kinda disappointed recently with people on the other 1/2 of my day.

There is nothing I can really do...
They are just....fcuking nuisance...

- 17.03.2010 -

This is my last resort to express myself,
In my blog, here and finally here!

*FUCK YOU IMPOSTERS. GOD DAMNIT, SERIOUSLY DO YOU ALL NEED TO FLIRT TILL THIS EXTEND TO GET ATTENTION? FAT, THIN , UGLY, FAT FUCKS AND MANY MORE TYPES. I'VE SEEN EACH AND EVERY TYPE. REALLY MACIBAI 1. FUCKING ANNOYING SEEING THEY WAYS YOU ALL FLIRT*

I cant post it via facebook cause this is god damn impolite.
and, part of it is tht fuckers are in my list as well.
thats all! fuck it man!

- 14.03.2010 -

- Keep your hands of my girl, keep your hands off my girl -

Evidences are vague, but the intention is clear.
Collecting evidences is not a really nice and pleasant thing to do..
Evidences are somehow related to my destiny.
Is it because of the geographical differences?
Or is it I am too different from others?
I do believe that the variances between me and others are high, but based on what I've observed, this is totally bullshit.
People always contradict themselves,and those out there, you know well who you are.
Will this world turn into a FLIRTING paradise soon?
If it is, I wish I can join the parade....
I keep observing and observing, collecting data,processing information and my conclusion is....
The world will turn into a brothel soon....
Flirting era will soon be over and..and...You could figure out what is after flirting...
Please God, bring me out from this world before the next era approaches this world.
Some people think they can, but actually they damn cannot....People out there, you know best who you are....

- this is a fucking offensive post -
Even triple threat position can't do shit! Pierces through armors and breaking minds!

- 11.03.2010 -

Once upon a time, when I was still a kid or perhaps teenager, I wanted a peaceful life where: sufficient resources, complacent environment, didn't want any competition and so on..

However, I find that my thoughts changed as time passes by.
Well, this world is a competitive one.
Besides, there will never be sufficient resources.
And certainly, the environment will certainly be turbulent.e.g : even on the road, I can see bloody fools honking for nothing and their flashlights signifying nothing.

Dusty death will just be around the corner, as my life is as dusty as construction sites.

- fakeness rules , where the most honest answer is the greatest lie -