Its really not easy living by your own.
I can understand how it feels..like finally...
Its good to see my family members.. The feeling is just...SAFE.
I miss everyone back in Malaysia so much..
I would give up everything just to go back Malaysia so much...but I can't. The benefits outweigh the costs just too much...
and finally!!!YES!!!
I CAN CHANGE UNIT.HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
- 22.02-2012 -
Finally I can taste the feeling of living alone outside my "comfort zone", therefore, the warm bath theory holds in my case.
I feel nice with my family, its really nice.Just that I never noticed the difference.
Now my actual state is not even near the ideal state of being.
But I seriously believe the stay here is really gonna get me ready for my next phase of life?
Thinking of getting married? Not so easy! I can't even take good care of myself, how am I gonna take care of my family members. Anyway, this is not gonna happen. I seriously believe in my notion.
Secondly, less impact will be done to me in future when I go around.
OF course, meeting new people is not in my main list. It always comes naturally in my life.
I feel nice with my family, its really nice.Just that I never noticed the difference.
Now my actual state is not even near the ideal state of being.
But I seriously believe the stay here is really gonna get me ready for my next phase of life?
Thinking of getting married? Not so easy! I can't even take good care of myself, how am I gonna take care of my family members. Anyway, this is not gonna happen. I seriously believe in my notion.
Secondly, less impact will be done to me in future when I go around.
OF course, meeting new people is not in my main list. It always comes naturally in my life.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
- Life at Perth -
Nothing is really that simple,
Theoretically, everything is really simple for me when I first planned what I will be doing at Perth. Things really turned out differently, hot and dry where both are consistent with how I feel now. Communication is really a problem there, perhaps I still have not get used to the way they speak.
I am really sad and I miss my family real much, friends as well.
Nothing for me to say, I even gave up what I was planning to maintain. No will to survive where I had only an omelet and cup of coffee for the day and drank tap water, but the tap water was really nice, it is salty!!!
that's all for the update.
Was really hoping to go back but nothing will change cause I chose this path.
There's always a tradeoff somewhere along the line.Fortunately, my vision is still clear!
Theoretically, everything is really simple for me when I first planned what I will be doing at Perth. Things really turned out differently, hot and dry where both are consistent with how I feel now. Communication is really a problem there, perhaps I still have not get used to the way they speak.
I am really sad and I miss my family real much, friends as well.
Nothing for me to say, I even gave up what I was planning to maintain. No will to survive where I had only an omelet and cup of coffee for the day and drank tap water, but the tap water was really nice, it is salty!!!
that's all for the update.
Was really hoping to go back but nothing will change cause I chose this path.
There's always a tradeoff somewhere along the line.Fortunately, my vision is still clear!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
- To maintain or not to maintain, that is the question -
Can I really maintain myself in the picture in future?
I doubt that. In my plan, I am really forgoing many things as I took this path.
I really wish I can maintain and do better. I can feel that I am reaching my limits and hopefully my limits can be stretched and I can be potentially even better.
Even before going, my body is getting out of shape... Is this a sign to give up?
I am gonna miss my family and my friends. This is for sure.
Nothing is free in this world. There is somehow gonna be a tradeoff somewhere along the line.
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