- Hatred -

One more thing, I hate people who judge me without knowing me.
Saddest part is, person/persons is/are not even qualified to judge me.
They just don't know where they stand.
But what can I say, ignorant people always think themselves are smart.

But anyways, they will never realise that.

To alter or not to alter?

Again, I am certain about the uncertainty that I faced so far..
Hopefully, it will be certain.

Nothing much I could do.
Complicated person always acts complicatedly in his ways.
I am an uncertain person. It is proven.
Given enough sincerity and effort,uncertainty turns to certainty.

- Teardrops on my PSP -

- From the start . -

Is this right thing to do from the start?
It is just like a never ending entangling root to me..
It kills me slowly.
Perhaps I should not think much.
Well, back to the trip.
From the trip, I've gained substantial real life experience.
Sometimes, real knowledge is not determined by how much knowledge in you, but rather how you conceal the knowledge you have.
If you're successful in concealing your knowledge, you are really a knowledgeable person.
No matter how good you are, you are just nothing to me if you............

- -

Impudent dullards are there for a reason.
How could you just degrade a person when you start a conversation?
"Are you a poly student?" , what the hell?
LoL...Maybe I was too sensitive..But, the point is...Do not underestimate a person based on his/her appearance. Ok right, maybe my fringe is a bit long, but that doesn't give you the right to utter those degrading sentence to me.
I may look like a person with no knowledge, but please mind what you're speaking when you spoke. Well, like I said, whatever comes out from a person is an indication of the person's mentality. *BAM*! here you go~!

- Entangling Root -

"Unlimited wants with limited resources" ...
I've been through hell..
When I think back, it was really a tough and arduous journey...
But the point is I finally passed that stage..
There's nothing I can't do perhaps...
Well, until today, I still can't decide..
Why can't I decide?
Coz there is no answer....

~

Consummation might seem good..

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
nothing shall forestall my return.
If this world seeks my destruction...
... It goes with Me...

My friend,
Why would you be my friend?
My friend,
the world is too cruel to live in.
As it has been years of being my friend,
Will you leave me?
My friend,
You and destiny are combined in my story..
You forced me to the edge..
If you are really my friend..
Grant me instant suffering and my world shall fade.

When depression and hopelessness flush you to the edge,
Hopes will hold you back,
Fake hopes or real hopes,
they are still hopes,

When you know nothing eases you in life,
There will never be light although clearly there is light in front of you,
When your world is Grey in colour, you wish the Grey to be White,
At least, white gives you seven colours.

Hamlet questions "to be or not to be, that is the question",
The answer is obvious that to be is a better choice...

I can never see any hope in my life..that is the most honest statement...

~

It is correct to let go I assume..
Pictures display reality best...
One burden down...
Less qualm suffered by me...
It is a good indicator to change, at least this sounds positive..
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My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
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It's still the same no matter how hard I try..
Nothing will change..
Nothing could ease my pain...
At least...I tried..