I hate it especially when you need me, you urgently find me!
I am not a fool... but I was willing to be a fool, and yet I am trying so hard not to be a fool, but the fact is I am a fool..
Friday, August 27, 2010
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Sad. I am very sad.
Depressed. I am very depressed.
Angry. I am very angry.
What can I do? Facing loneliness deep inside from the bottom of my heart..
I can rely on no one anymore...Its just all about myself...
Sometimes, the truth is just so real but actually it is a fake truth, I know that..
I tried to be optimistic, but if the truth is not towards the optimistic side, what's the point of being optimistic. Even if you try to best and fly to the sky, it will never happen. So why try so hard to fly? The social force is just too cruel...
I wanted to mix, but what's left behind will never be in front (unless what's left behind has legs).People try to best to be smart, I am trying even harder to be ignorant, and it just cant happen.. can you feel how I feel?
Depressed. I am very depressed.
Angry. I am very angry.
What can I do? Facing loneliness deep inside from the bottom of my heart..
I can rely on no one anymore...Its just all about myself...
Sometimes, the truth is just so real but actually it is a fake truth, I know that..
I tried to be optimistic, but if the truth is not towards the optimistic side, what's the point of being optimistic. Even if you try to best and fly to the sky, it will never happen. So why try so hard to fly? The social force is just too cruel...
I wanted to mix, but what's left behind will never be in front (unless what's left behind has legs).People try to best to be smart, I am trying even harder to be ignorant, and it just cant happen.. can you feel how I feel?
Sunday, August 22, 2010
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Really giving up already...
Every move constitutes to a different checkmate...
I really don't know what to do and who to talk to anymore..
Every move constitutes to a different checkmate...
I really don't know what to do and who to talk to anymore..
Saturday, August 21, 2010
- post modern thinking -
After so long ...
I tried so hard, but it is still the same old me, just in different direction.
Well, ignorance is not a defense in the eyes of law?Yes, I definitely agree with that.
Well, in real life, ignorance is the best defense. Harmful events arise when someone knows more than what he/she should know. So, try your best to be ignorant. Some people are just overly confident in themselves and they do things in their way. What I can say is they are living in a "correct" way. Well, "correct" means its really correct. Why suffer in life? I would rather live a life that is clouded by fake notions and thoughts. Nothing harmful will appear on my path to death. 60 years of happiness is definitely better than 60 years of torture. People work so hard to be successful. To me, I work hard just to fulfill some of the things I have to fulfill. And now, I know that my thinking is already rusty, not as dangerous as before, it is a good thing for me. Knowing less, more happiness in life..
I tried so hard, but it is still the same old me, just in different direction.
Well, ignorance is not a defense in the eyes of law?Yes, I definitely agree with that.
Well, in real life, ignorance is the best defense. Harmful events arise when someone knows more than what he/she should know. So, try your best to be ignorant. Some people are just overly confident in themselves and they do things in their way. What I can say is they are living in a "correct" way. Well, "correct" means its really correct. Why suffer in life? I would rather live a life that is clouded by fake notions and thoughts. Nothing harmful will appear on my path to death. 60 years of happiness is definitely better than 60 years of torture. People work so hard to be successful. To me, I work hard just to fulfill some of the things I have to fulfill. And now, I know that my thinking is already rusty, not as dangerous as before, it is a good thing for me. Knowing less, more happiness in life..
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